For the past two or three weeks I've been in a funk. I'm starting to feel better and more like myself. Of course I've still filled most of my days playing around with Braden but I was lacking a bit of my goofiness and motivation. (It's kind of hard to admit publicly that I knew I wasn't giving it 100%, but I'm just being honest). Chad kind of gave me these last two weekends "off" so instead of "full-time", I was "part-time" and I really needed and appreciated the break.
Anyway, today Braden and I got to playing around and I gave it my all... I was being VERY silly - probably not a way I would act if I knew someone (aside from Chad) was watching. I have to tell you that the pure, hearty laugh of a toddler in complete hysterics - giving himself hiccups from laughing so hard - but begging for more just made me genuinely happy... and so very thankful.
Now -if only my dear child would get out of his 4th day in a row of not going to sleep so easily - damn those last two molars! (Man... I hope it's because of the molars and we aren't entering a new "phase" of some sort!)
At Walmart - visiting the fish - Braden was trying to give them a "hug".
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Happy Belated Birthday!!!
Don't be so hard on yourself. It's a tough job that you had. I decided long ago that it was much easier to go to work. Everyone gets in a funk. Glad you got a break. Hang in there.
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